Little Wall

02Aug08

Published in “Making a Mark” anthology to celebrate Leicester Writers’ Club’s 50th anniversary.

 

Little Wall

 

Do not fear for the child / its gold is hid

(Jorie Graham, “Motive Elusive”)

 

“Daddy,” he said under his breath,

naming the voice he heard

as the door slammed.

 

“White,” he stroked a bar on his cot.

He liked naming things:

it made Mommy smile.

 

“White,” was the wall too,

Then his Mommy made a sound

he knew how to make:

 

he put his hand over his mouth,

clamped it tight

and tried to say “Mommy.”

 

He pulled himself up

so he could touch the wall.

“Window,” his fingers traced

 

the borders of shadow

following the outline of a pane.

There were more sounds

 

like the one he knew how to make.

He touched his cot bar,

that felt smooth and slightly warm.

 

But the wall felt different:

like Mommy’s skin when she was cold.

“Wall,” he almost sat

 

when it shook with a thud

like the one he heard

when he fell and hit his head.

 

A few white flakes drifted down.

He caught one.

“Little wall,” he looked again.

 

A door slammed, “Daddy gone.”

“Sssh,” there was no sound

not even the one Mommy

 

made when she slept.

He dropped the paint-flake

and stretched his hands

 

to the wall, thumbs touching,

either side of the shadow.

It looked like… like Mummy’s picture

 

He named it, “Butterfly.”

 

 



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